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man I'm not very good at this am I. Let's start again. Hi, my name's Fudge or Fudgemylife, maybe you followed me here form my other socials like my bluesky profile, maybe you just happened to stumble apon this using your favorite standered site view, or maybe, just maybe your my mom who somehow found my leaflet, if that's you, hi mom <3
Anyway now that Introductions are out of the way, Why exactly am I starting this blog? didn't you have other blogs and quit them? didn't you try to become a sucsessful youtuber and quit that too? Yes, all of this is true
To be honest I have a bad habit of trying new endevours and hobbies, just to get scared when I don't see results and go right back to sqaure one, and I honestly don't know if this blog is gonna last.
However, I'll just keep doing that, starting new things until they eventually no longer bring me joy. I know that's a wired way to phrase what essentially is giving up on myself, yet here I am still doing stuff that I enjoy.
Right now, the thing that I enjoy is writing, I've been writing little notes to myself every now and again about pretty much anything that pops into my brain. I think It's been a really good alterntaive that doom-1scrolling for me. I also what to start building things and tinkering with electronics more and play more video games.
A lot of my generation think they have to hustle and grind to get what they want, I don't entirly agree with that notion. even as a kid I disagreed with a lot of what teachers and adults said to me. You have to think seriously about your future! you have to pay the bills and live this specific way to get ahead in life! All of that did not sit right with me at all, what do you want to do with the rest of your life? like, bruh, I'm 14!
My dream is to live a life I'm proud of, one with abundance and freedom, one where I don't have to "grind" for a good life. I want that for everyone.
I think one day we'll get to that solarpunk future, where humanity and nature live in harmony and humanity is in harmony with itself.I have to believe that, because believeing in anything else but that hurts my soul and the earth.
But before we get to that bright future, I have to create that brightness in my own life and in those around me.
What was I talking about, oh yeah, life goals and stuff! Well, I think I want to become more of myself, and that means doing stuff that makes me happy, and once it no longer does, it's not worth it anymore.
Ok short ramble done, I'll leave you with this question.
What is one thing that always gets you out of a bad mood?